wow. i’m pretty fucking over everything right now — just thought people should know. your jobs are dumb and so are you. i don’t give an Ef. Enjoy each other, you’re more well suited. I’m out, I’m out, and I don’t know how to not be wildly insensitive. I need to get this surgery to feel like a person. It’s crazy that it’s a little whilez away but it will happen, and I don’t care really. I mean I do, but I don’t care what happens beyond just being able to do this surgery and letting Em know in advance.
I mean Jesus, I feel so fucked up. I’ve never really trusted anyone before. Like actually. I never saw why I should. I don’t know how to be over everything. I never thought I was the type to hold a grudge but apparently I am, and I’m over nothing. And i’m amazing. So goodbye.
